New Chapter

HEHE!

not many people realized that I actually started my college life! 

you guys ahh ... I know I may be a bit old or workaholic to go to school! :((

guess which college I studying at? :P

that`s Orientation Day 2. Can`t believe I actually went ! but no regret, had quite some fun doing the dumb-o-treasure hunt! =\

KDU Square. whoops! Now you know where I`m studying at ~ 

Some of them are my classmates for this semester, I hope we have fun together! :D

I had 2 days of orientation & some of us got conned by our lecturer to go for the 3rd day.

She said our attendance will be counted! )): Damn!

Ashley and I ended up went to college for shopping. =\

we bought 3 badges, 3 for RM10. ((=

we are so crazy for them ! 

go to www.iheartbadges.com if you`re interested . 

there`s a few stalls there but we went into the auditorium to listen speeches & stories from some awesome journalist :)

I love my college life. Lots of them say KDU is boring but I don`t find it that way.

I`m weird, maybe? :P

he used to drive my car to practice his driving skill.

but not anymore. (:

and 

w

t

f

!

Kancil with mini cooper logo !!

whoever you are, you`re such a lamer please!

So, I started  new chapters in my life.

1st, I started my college life.

2nd, I started to live on my own, 

knowing not everything you want will be with you for long. 

don`t be shock, don`t be curious.

we are apart for a better future for ourselves. 

we are selfish, we are workaholic. 

relationship is not just ready for us. 

Life still goes on with or without him. 

I won`t die but becoming stronger.

TEEHEE ! 

I`ll never forget the love we had.

ps : Be realistic, be alive. Stay true to yourself. 

烧·痛

她那双如被火燃烧般的眼睛原来在等待着眼泪熄灭。
他和她由上车、下车、进屋、出屋、上车、下车，只说了一句“Bye”。
她一直等，等待他会先开口却在下车前得到的是沉默。
她在回家的路程不停自责为什么要在他下车的那一刻自己一个人在车里哭得淅沥哗啦。
“为什么眼泪，你不要在他面前表现出来呢？”
转了很多电台，没有女孩要听的音乐，索性把收音机关了。
原来她当时最想听的音乐类型是 - 沉静||静思
如果连“对不起、我知道我做错了”都觉得对对方说不出口，那你的自我不就往往搞累了另一半？

damn! I looked like Dexter in this photo. HAHA! Chillax laar people ! I`m fine :))

ps : 做每件事都必须顾虑到很多方面的因素但我却做不到这点。糟

晕了

听着罗志祥的歌
放空地自我检讨

做人
总算不失败。
还对得起自己，对得起林家。
但是
越来越觉得自己很失败。不，应该是被失落的心情感到失败。

我
做人要做得有个性 有尊严
被它害死的吧？
黑白分明
好人坏人分得清
对的错的都要认
对的就要坚持
错了就要认错
不要强词夺理。

情绪化的自己
从不掩饰自己的开心与不开心
不是不掩饰，是掩饰不住它。
生闷气应该是我的致命伤。
每次生气都一定会有事没事找人斗嘴
所以为了控制它，我缩短了话语。

人生总要遇到挫折才学会真正地长大。
人类总要跌倒谷底才肯领悟。

对不起妈咪，孩子的固执让你操心了。我不会让你的操心白费的。

PREVIOUS

Seriously my blog post are all outdating because I always got them delayed again ㋛

I went Overtime to meet up with Eunice, Genee & Laine.
I always got confuse of Time Out & Over Time. Damn lame -.,- I got everyone confused too. lolololl

I love their Starker beer because it`s always freshly brew :D

but it`s a bit pricey . Good thing worthwhile! 

okayy .. ignore my face. It`s not attractive, I know T.,T

random shot? 

random post up, just to make this post err .. not that  err .. boring ? =\

Eunice babe !! 

click her blog too ! :))

Genee Darl 

hers too!

Eunice went back home earlier because her boy was there to fetch her to somewhere. eherm eherm ~* 

had a gal talk with Genee & Laine. Alex came by later on. 

Was quite an interesting night though, someone gone mad. HAHA

FYI,

Ain`t this cute lil poodle toy doggie CUTE ???!?!!

it`s soooo fluffy, I`M GONNA DIEE !! eeeeeeeeeee ~* :P

Okayy. 

COME BACK!

02/04/2011

Cheng Ming !! 

most of my friends dislike bout visiting the cemetary but not me.

I think you know why right? :))

prayed mama & gong gong 1st. 

the weather seriously can KO anyone!! UGHH 

and their grave is like friggin' high on top -____- 

my bro didn`t allow me to sit in his car & I have to do the walking! 

what the hell in the world :(( 

nevermind, I enjoyed the sunlight striking on me! No sunburn! *wipes sweats*

My sis pose like nobody business . AHAH ! 

Imma throw her spec away replace with contact lens. 

You`re beautiful baby sis. ((:

Uncle`s sexay back. *grin*

everyone enjoying the food! 

we didn`t really prepare good, meaty, huge food but heyy ~ we`re more important than the food right? :D

visited daddy`s urn as well. 

fake people, insincere bunch.

I always loves the flowers at Cemetery there. Wait ... sounds wrong ehh @@?

got ourselves ice cream & this is really yummilicious ! 

It`s soo .. zomg ~ refreshingly fruity seriouslyy !!!

personally loves the Melon flavor :D

and sorry you have to see my bare face. 

who make up to cemetery -.,-? Okayy, maybe I saw a few. =\

went to Shah Alam to have our brunch, far away from Rawang I think? 

张飞肉骨茶, 

the restaurant located at a quite remote area. I don`t remember how to go!

the food there are woolalaa

I think I`m kinda a lil bit by bit falling in love with loushufan . HEHE

this is my favorite !! seriouslyyyyyy ~

yaozhaguai. As usual, Bak kut teh most fav of mine. It`s a MUST to eat!

bak kut teh soup, me likey. 

idk what is this already but I didn`t try it because I dislike meaty food, example : xiu yok (pork).

It`s just ewww for me. =$

camwhore in the car while waiting the adults to finish hanging around at the fish market.

Oh WAIT! 

I thought I am an adult too ? 

Nahh ~ compare to them . :P

I actually separated this post into 2 because it`s friggin' long @__@

ps : Being silence does not mean I do not have any temper, I just don`t want things to get shitty.

To my G❤ :))

I should be tidying my company`s documents but I`m putting it aside. 
I should be blogging bout something else but I`m putting it aside.

It

is

All 

just

because of YOU.

yes, no one else. It`s you, Gene Ng. I mean Genee ((:
There`s a lot of things outsiders can`t understand or accept that we are so close.
It`s a FACT, take it or leave it people !!
We are both totally different personality, attitude person yet we both have a lot common things that we like. Of course except for boyfriend type. lol ~ *She`s chooseyyy :P
we love gua zi. we love laughing like no one business. we love smacking each other. we love shopping for clothes. we love winnie the pooh *i`m the influencer :X*. we love singing. we love etc. more ! 
Okayy, I end my post for my readers till here. & the rest below are just for Genee. Shoo Shoo ~ 


Darl, 
I know we had no ideas why are we so close but I should be really thankful for Funny Crew and also the job we did together. Without them, there`s no both of us sticking together most of the time.
We been through bad times, good times, harsh moments, crazy moments.
There`s time we didn`t get to meet each other for a day & I felt uncomfortable of it.
There`s time I didn`t receive your message for a day & I felt weird for the day.
There`s time you had to be MIA for few days & I felt emptiness even though I was fcuking busy.
People come, people go. We had arguments, debates, who`s right who`s wrong. 
The situation that night seriously letting me doubting that is our friendship really up at that level only ?
I know you`re right. People who`re close with me often have the pressure to be with me because I`m fierce & scary. 
I`m sorry if I ever hurts you with my words but every words I said were & are sincerely from bottom of my heart. It`s all just because I don`t wanna hide things from you and create lies.
I gave you time, I gave you space to make it up to us that night but I get nothing, just so many whys in my head spinning around. 
The apologize, it`s for that night leaving us without explanation/apologize or felt bad that I voiced out before you do? Maybe you never plan to tell us why or saying a sorry. Maybe other people won`t talk bout it but I will because I am closer to you compare to them. I care more than them.
After I left the job, things weren`t going right. You know I know right ? 
I learned a lot in it yet I learned more leaving it. 
No matter how long this post is, I still can`t finish writing bout both of us. I just wanted you to know 
I`ll always be there to hold on to you. We are best friends. ❤
I dedicated this song to my MAIZ and now I`m dedicating it to you too. 
It`s all from the bottom of my heart. You know I love you. ((: 

btw, this song is just so two of us. xD

I stopped typing because people might think I`m lesbo. LOL :P

ps : 可能是自己的一厢情愿因为我女知己不多。所以很珍惜妳。

可能你有很多很多朋友，我不是什么可只因为我知己不多。所以很珍惜妳。