31 October 2010

我懂了。

我选择放弃你,因为我深爱; 在感情上,我 输 了
人人常说“有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃,人生中有许多种爱。但别让爱成为一种 伤害。
有些缘分是注定要失去的,有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的。

爱一个人不一定要拥有,但拥有一个人一定要好好的去爱她!
男人哭了,因为他真的爱了!女人哭了,因为她放弃了。
我哭了,可是没放弃只是选择单恋。
你没哭,因为你已经放弃。

如果失去是痛苦,你怕不怕付出; 
如果迷乱是痛苦,你会不会选择结束;
如果追求是痛苦,你会不会选择执迷不悟;
如果分离是痛苦,我该向谁倾诉!
好多事情都是后来才看清楚,好多事情都是当时糊里糊涂但清醒时,
一切都已经太晚,一切都成为往事!
 我承认是自己一次又一次地错失机会。

有一种爱明明是深爱,却说不出来
有一种爱明明想放弃,却无法放弃
有一种爱明知是煎熬,却有舍不得
有一种爱明知没有结果,心却收不回来
如果轻易就能放弃一个人,那你是真的爱她吗?
我说过“喜欢一个人就是喜欢了, 如果那么容易被替代 那就不是爱情了。

感情被懂得 是一种幸福;等待着被懂得是一种孤独!
不是因为寂寞才想你,而是因为想你才寂寞!
世界上有太多的 如果,太多的当时,太多的我会,当拥有的时候为什么不珍惜呢?
有百分之一的希望!我们就要付出百分之一百零一 的努力去争取!
即使没有成功,但以后想起来,也不会觉得后悔!因为我曾经争取过!努力过!就算得不到结果,也不怪你,只可怪我自己,明知道 没可能,却舍不得!明知是个错,却要等待!也许这就是我们的错吧!有这么一句话,“不在乎天长地久,只在乎曾经拥有”!的狗屁话。

明知道你不会为我而改变,却强迫自己说会的。
明知道你从不会为我而变得顾虑周到,却强迫自己相信你会的。
我累了,不强迫自己了。我懂了。

Some of them are from Facebook , Some of them are from my soul.  

ps : I asked you the same question as you asked me but we rejected each other. Somehow, Thanks.

26 October 2010

last min.

21/10/2010
am back ONCE again ! 
feel like a hardcore blogger . non stop blogging :P
btw, that day was Genee Darl`s Birthday !! :D 
I bet she love this year . lol ~ best present ever - Singapore`s Korean Night Concert 2010 =3= pfft~ 
lol lol lol . Please don`t jealous D;

was suppose to have a photoshoot that day but ze photographer canceled it last minute while I was on the way to ze D`sara - Puchong toll . =_=
& mama I was suppose to accompany me for the shoot because she`s worry since I alone going there . lol . 

my mom was so pek cek she requested our company photographer to shoot me instead ! D;
This was that day nightmare of all =___= It`s damn awkward laar to shoot in your own studio ! 
Everyone will be like gathering in the room ! 
I know some of my relatives will try to advice me not to get into this industry but ... you know you can`t stop me . ;))

I wore skirt that day . Can you imagine that ? :D 
I don`t know how many million billion zillion years I never wear skirt! 

we used quite long time to warm up the set & everything went well at the last 1 hour . lol = _ = 
not my fault ok ? za photographer not experience with model shoot . 

When I wanna change my cloth to another one , my mom came in and she asked us to stop because it was already 7pm ! O: 
& I have to go meet up my lovelies . (: 
Drove like a racer , cut lane in front of a bus! , reached home , changed clothes , rush into another car! 
hahahaaa ... 

we went to Sunway Giza`s Fullhouse for Genee`s Birthday Dinner . 

Ordered hmm ... =.= Mushroom Spaghetti & Iced Mocha with idk ? lol ... wth I forgot! 

I love Latte somehow :D 

Jason`s Chicken Chop ! 

Close Up of mine :D I exchanged mine with Genee afterward because she didn`t knew hers have chili paddy on it O.O! gam dou dak ? lol ... :P


♥ stroll :D


Our table no. (: July-th ! 

we walked & take photos around FullHouse like kampung gals & boys . HAHAA~ Damn lulu ! 

paparazzi alert! O:

Doves is everywhere on the 2nd floor :D so ly

This is so US ! :D 

walked out FullHouse  , continue our camwhore ! xD hahahaa .. we will never stop. yes :D
Birthday leng loi & Pondy 

Tian Mier & Pondy . My camera still didn`t work well that night . sigh.

I love my hair in this pic. so leng woii ! Agree or not ?! xD

the leng lois . :P 
Don`t you disagree ~ ahahaaa . Spoiler always in ze photos. D;

Jason, my BFF 
you see , I give you 3 heart ! xD

Mervin , brother of everyone . lol 

Camwhore while they`re discussing something idk @@ 
too busy holding the camera , lol . :P

Tian Mier Xian & Pondy :D 

we split into 2 groups after the dinner . 
Team A : Jason , Merv & I
Team B : Genee & Xian . (:
hahahaaa ... We went to Elain house for 2nd round while the other 2 went for another date with other guys D;

My very very virgin of drinking was broken that night . HAHAA~ 
I drank Vodka & Black Label of course mixture with other kind of drink :D 
Elain house ROCK

Merv said I look biatchy in this O:
people tipsy mah ~ =_= eshh ! 

So i changed my pose ! xD
Better a lot right ==? retard betul ... lol.

& they`re drunk EXCEPT me , ah Pond. I swear I really didn`t drunk but maybe a lil bit tipsy :P
fyi , I drank the most . hahahaa~ I even drank theirs . whoops ? 

spin my head right round~ right round~

gayness forever !

I really wanted to enlarge this photo 99 because his pose is just too funny ! xD 
discover it yourself ~ roflmao ! 

and me! no red face , no unbalance walking . just tipsy ! (:

Still can camwhore like a normal camwhore-r :D

went to NKS Mamak afterward to wait for Genee Darl finish her dating & go to her house! 
Gals surely look sexier when they`re tipsy . X) 
huh ? WHAT ? Where got say myself jek ! :P

Mervin & Pondy . Sasha fierce ! 

Jason & Pondy . I know I know ~ lol ... you won`t laugh at 1st , you will stare what was I holding :D
it`s a cigarette ! & obviously I just hold it for fun = =! If you think I`m a smoker , please get outta my blog ! lol~ 

Elain & Pondy . I know I look stupid . Oh well ~ 

Reached Genee`s house , greeted her Daddy & we started our 3rd round ! :D
my 1st time to Darl`s house & her house is O: Niceeeee ~ In  with her KitchenS ! xD
Her Daddy even offer us to finish up the whole Whiskey Chivas . Hahaha` Damn hardcore ! 

found a lot diff cute lil bottle wines . :D 
Black Label is a   !!

Our photos turn out misty at 1st ! O: 
so scary loe ):

Discoball version of wine container ! so CUTE ! 

Quickly ended everything around 2AM I guess ? hehee~ 
♥ 21102010 is one of mah 2010 best day ever ! 

We drank these . 

still got 2 more gehh but I can`t find what is it ! D; 
but who cares! 
everyone wanna see photos only ! :P

Sorry delayed this post quite a few days :X 

ps : You see I too . 

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