Depress .

Accident happen just now .
I banged my house gate =(
sob till my eyes almost dried out ..
my pillow half wet from my tears ..
my eyes burning right now ..
the more my mom talk to me , the more pressure i get .
i just don`t know why ..
she just trying to concern & convince me but ..
it doesn`t work that way ..
she say 10 people learn drive , 10 people can drive ..
what if i`m the 11th ? =(

when i bang the car .. so many things suddenly flash out from my mind ..
i need your hug so much ..
aihh ..
but failure shall success one day X)
when lae -.- ?