miserable.

I miss the moment we glance each other.

I miss the moment you phoned me although our call never last long .

I miss hearing you voice .

I miss hugging you so tight .

I miss holding your hands so tight that my fingernails hurts you .

I miss you feeding me when I lost my appetite .

I miss the way I turned you on without doing anything .

I miss the serious face of yours when you`re asking me something funny .

I miss the sissy way you talk to me .

I miss listening to the stories of your life .

I miss you pampering me .

I miss staring at you rehearsing while I`m doing my stuff .

I miss being with you although we`re not sticking together .

I just want you to be by my side . I just wanna feel YOU around me .

I know I am not the best for you .

I know I doubt you a lot .

I know I am not the romantic kind of gal .

I know I am not girlish .

I know I can`t be there for you when you need me .

I know I am a failure girlfriend .

I know .. I hurt you . and yet .. I do nothing .

I know I hate myself so much .

you know we didn`t seen each other for 8 days & we didn`t heard each other voices for 5 days .

Can I don`t want this anymore ? Can we treat each other like before ? Can we ..

I`m sorry . although you said no need apologize but I know you`re still mind of it . ily.