My Daily Transformation

Selamat Hari Raya Haji to all my Muslim friends! 

Hello, hello! How was your first week of October? I suppose many of you are awoke because wake me up when Setpember ends aye?

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K.

I've just realized that I am a drugstore lover because I can't afford luxurious, sometimes useless products I found many drugstore products are affordable and effective.

Maybe I should change my blog title to Cheap Makeup. 

wtf. I am a loser when it comes to creativity. 

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I'm not sure if anyone interest at how I look without any makeup or what I slap on my face every morning. 

Anyhow, HERE I GO!

This is me, nude and soulless without makeup and hairdo.

 My skin might look fresher and brighter with the help of sunlight and facial care products I used.

But that pair of eyebrows surely can't make it walking out in the public..... (o_ _)o

Products I used :

FACE 

Nano Infinity CC cream

This is actually my second purchase of it because I really love how it corrected and balanced my uneven skin tone.

I normally squeeze a 50 cent sized amount on my hand, apply on my parts of my face (cheeks, chin, nose & forehead), uses my ring finger circles it to spread out the color then slowly pat around my face. 

Maybelline's Pure Mineral Concealer

This is by far my favorite drugstore concealer I've purchased!! (｡♥‿♥｡)

It's really quite moisture and long lasting (and CHEAPER!) compare  to other drugstore brands that I tried. I even tried a few pricier brand, some were really total bullshit. Maybe I should make a blog of concealer I used. lol

Maybelline's Clear Smooth All-In-One Powder

I got it from purchasing Maybelline's lip balm which explain the sample powder casing. HEHEE

I can't say much about it though as I didn't really bother much about powder. I only use it because I know it is an important step to set my CC cream. O___O 

But I suppose it is quite long lasting and doesn't caked on my face, else I wouldn't continue using it right?

EYES

Garnier's BB Eye Roll-on

To brighten up my eyes area. Effective for it's humble price I would say. 

Etude House's Proof 10 Eye Primer

My eyes makeup cannot survive long without using primer! And I've been using their eye primer for more than 2 years now. 

Super.Longlasting.Effect! And it doesn't make your eyes sticky!! （人´∀`*）

I don't know about other brands but it's my first and only primer I love. I've been hooked by it since my friends bought this for my birthday. Thank you ah!! Hahahahh

Lelan Vital's BrowPerfect Retractable Pencil

One of my favorite eyebrow pencil that is only available at Cosway. 

I prefer this flat and tapered pencil because it is much easier to achieve literallyperfect arched eyebrows.

Silkygirl's Long Wearing Eyeliner

Super cheap and it does its job lah!

I normally use it before my ink eyeliner and for my bottom eye.

Lovedrops's Tearbaby Deep Eyeliner

I top it for extra long lasting effect. Super insecure when it comes to the eyes makeup!

I like how pigmented the color is. 

Not my favorite ink eyeliner but I have to finish what I bought..... Sigh

LASHEM's Double Trouble Mascara

Pardon my typo in the photo ... Eyelasher (-、-)

Love their mascara! Instant volumizing & lengthening!

I won a set of it from Cheesie's blog! Will do a review of it .... when I start my 6 weeks challenge. lol

FYI, I only use mascara when I don't feel lazy. wtf

LIPS

Maybelline's Baby Lips Lipbalm (Smoothing Cherry)

It contain SPF and really gives your lips a smooth feeling when you rub them together.

NARS's Lipstick (Niagara)

Super love it! It is very pigmented and beautiful sweet color. Plus, I hate lipstick with weird/chemical smell which this does not has it!

Brought it for only RM60+ during my stay at Thailand's Pullman Bangkok King Power. 

Post "aftermath" outlook, TAADAH! 

The silly curls were created by tying my hair into a bun for several hours. 

Always ended up tying my hair into ponytail because I can't stand it when my neck starts to sweat. wtf Stupid Malaysia weather.... ... (ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡┻━┻

OHH!

Totally forgotten about the blush!

NYX Baked Blush Illuminator + Bronzer (Wanderlust)

Bought it during my Bangkok trip too. 

The orangey + pinkish blush instantly brighten my face yet the color does match my skin tone and not dramatic. 

This whole boring look only took me less than 10 minutes. 

Hey! At least I look presentable in the public. (⌒_⌒;)

And I hope my lousy and short product reviews isn't useless. LOL

Till then,

Thanks again for visiting me!

JOOB JOOB!

Family Days

In case you think I focus only on Alan these days this post will not has any of him. ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Okay, actually I took too many photos and no idea where to put + the guiltiness of not updating blog. So here's a small part of photos I took (because mostly are endless selfies and wefies with Alan. wtf)

One of the day I felt more hipster and demanded mommy to take picture of my ootd. Hehehh

Then went to work as usual but what unusual was I slapped on more make up that day because I promised to bring mommy and sis for dinner. 

Us, all in Black & White. Total coincidence. lol 

Bought them Mr. Donuts. See, too busy taking selfie of myself for whatever I'm doing. ( ＾◡＾)

The cookies we made during Mary Quant's event for Mother's Day. CUTE MEI YOU ?!??!!!

Another day bringing my sis to One Utama to be her maid ƪ(‾_‾)ʃ It was her shopping day and I almost couldn't felt my feet at the end of the day. FTS Never have I so hate of going shopping...

Total thumbs up for Secret Recipe Beyond Veggie's cake. 

Ditched Starbucks because I now prefer Dr. Cafe. 

Where's my sis ? hahahahahh (,, ･∀･)ﾉ゛

Celebrated Mother's Day in advance for Alan's mommy. Alan's sister-in-law is so cool, she can cook and bake! Alan always tells me :"Learn more from June jie please. See people 全方位 wife material!" (-、-)

Mango cake with a touch of sourness from Kiwis and Strawberries. 

IT WAS SO GOOD it's a waste she doesn't wanna open a shop to sell all her creation!!!!!!

Then it's mommy's turn for Mother's Day celebration. We didn't really celebrate because we were busy preparing this and that for the Thai monks arrival. sigh 

Vanilla Strawberry Cake from Petiteserie. 

Added The Pooh myself. loll 

Actually this is what I ordered. But ... haha. #disappointment 

But what most important is I hope my Queen felt the love from us. Stop saying I care less for them and more on Alan ok (-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩___-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩)

Indescribable Love. 

Till then,
TOO MANY PHOTOS POST.
No Hong Kong post again. lol

Cranky

It's almost the time of the month for women again. It's just me and some women in this case.
I really really hate pre menstruation. It's crazy! 

1) My mood gets fucked up. I got mood swing if I talks too much. I cried so much, I got so crazily hot tempered. Sometimes I just wanna stay away from the world. Therefore I kept quiet as often as I can during that period of time. And people took the advantage of attacking me, saying I'm putting on black face so much. wtf Don't make me do the talking ok I swear you won't like it! ＼(｀0´)／

2) You are insensitive if I dislike what you're saying. Not to everyone but mostly people that are close to me. I get so offended with everything they said and post-saying. -. - It's even more rage when they never realize my mood had changed and pretended nothing happened. wtf?!?!?!?? It's like I got virtually slapped in the face and they put their arms on my shoulder like it never happened. I.CANNOT.ACCEPT.THIS.SHIT At least gostan a bit to make peace la. GGRRRRRR ヽ༼ ಠ益ಠ ༽ﾉ


3) Hungry but not so hungry. I gets hungry easily but when the food comes and I took a few bites, that's it I'm full. wtf?! And I felt so bad for wasting them foods because I know there's many people out there couldn't eat what I am enjoying. Then my mom would gave me the "stupid daughter did it again" stare. And I got hungry again in an hour + later but wanted a different kind of food. Guess not only mood swing that developed during this period of time. (Θ︹Θ)ს


All these really crack me up that I just wanna slap out of them or myself. hahahahh sorry but yes. Then that's when I turned worse. I'll start being all sarcastic bimbo. wtf Everyone neared me would've hate me for a whole week every month. (━┳━ _ ━┳━)

It's not my fault lae! Hate you stupid pre-bleeding days make me takes all the blames!!
(You probably need to enlarge the photo to read the ... nonsense conversation. lol Sorry! Didn't know it turned out so small :x)

I swear I'm always like this most of the time!!! REALLY ONE

I was cranky just when I'm typing this post but I feel all right now. WOMEN. FOL.



Till then,
More picture posts coming up!
Good night!

Late Night Thoughts

It has been a while since I express myself (negative self fml) here. I always told myself not to because I don't wanna go back to who I used to be. A pathetic pessimist.

But right now, just let me be a lil of who I was.

They said if you truly love someone, you gotta trust them.

What if trusting them were just a hallucination for ourselves? 

Do we really buy all those things they said? 

Do we keep hypnotizing ourselves that they don't lie to us?

The elders told me 

"No matter how loving you both are, don't drown yourself in it. 

Keep your head clear and don't be stupid."

But you know it's so hard, so hard not to be drunk in love.

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They said if you truly love someone, you don't care about their past.

People don't dig out their past to reveal if they weren't requested to.

The point is, are you ready to listen about your beloved's past? 

What if you think you can but they are actually eating you up bit by bit everyday?

Do you not truly love them then because you actually care about those past?

Do you love them less after knowing their past?

I've always reminding myself

"We all have bad/crazy/wild past. 

What's important is that together, we have a future."

But you know you will still be silly enough to care about it 

and even though you were never part of it.

OMG Do I sounded like I'm having a very bad relationship?! wtf 

In fact, Alan and I have been doing very good. 

I was probably just reflecting our pasts. It was horrible, to me. I am always being afraid and worrying too many things including the nonsense that made me breakdown. Then Alan plays the role of carrying my burdens, still remained calm and cheer me up. lol Damn sanfu be my boyfriend but he's been a very good one. 

I loves him. My family loves him. My friends even love him. Hehh

Thank you my family and friends for accepting him because being accepted really makes thing wayy easier. Don't need to play underground love. wtf  

Here's a picture of us during our Hong Kong trip. And this is me emo-ing and he still forced me to selfie. hahahahh What a way to cheer someone up. NOT. 

Still thinking should I blog about my HK trip ... It was superrr mundane. :\ How ah?

kkk.

 I need to sleep ady. I promised too many people for not being a night owl. =X

Till then,

Thank you for reading my blog too. xx

Food I Recently Had

And thinks they are ok, or I might be bias. 

Which actually was two months ago food I had. wtf March has been a tiny bit too busy I don't think I pamper myself much or I just can't remember unimportant stuffs recently. - . - It's all about work and assignments.

February me. :D Happy note: Alan's sis "donated" a pile of clothes to my sis and I. There's even a long gown O_O

Activo Plaza has been a heavenly place for us, Bandar Sri Damansara residents. It's always windy there idk why! And there's finally a Japanese restaurant opened here! happygirlisquitehappybutnotreallyactually

 Tokyo Kitchen ! Super excited because I LOVE UDON! Please recommend me awesome udon restaurants!!!!!

Mommy love eating here probably because it's the first Japanese restaurant here and she haven't tried other restaurant that serve better udon. wtf 

My ....... ...... Nevermind. There's picture on the menu = X It was just so-so. Wouldn't go for the second time anymore. lol Beautiful decoration, beautiful waitress wtf but the food were ... not up to the standard.

Sis's Tofu Udon. Personally think it would be way better if it's silk tofu rather than pressed tofu.

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The other day, Alan and I went to Activo Plaza again for brunch. We tried BMS Organic this time.

Love their generous complimentary. I used to chew on Spirulinar everyday when daddy's still here. (:

Everything were made of vegetarian. I really love eating here. The food were great and filling!

Failed selfie ... ... -.- It was a surprise attack. wtf

My favoriteddddddddd dessert !!!!! I'm a happy girl for the whole week if I get to eat this every Saturday :D

Okay, until here first la! What a pointless post. lol
I am off to Genee's theatre performance "My Life Is Like Broadway Musicals" at DPAC ! Hopefully I'll get a few nice shots because she ask me to. :\

Till then,

HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND.