2014.

Heyy.
Happy 2014?
Welcomed a whole new year without any of my closest.
Poor people has no right to be lazy.
I worked during New Year Eve.

I missed blogging, tbh.
I just don't know where to start from..
I wanted to blog something happy but I wasn't happy.
I wanted to blog something unhappy but I don't think I should.
I can't stand it anymore, I'm here again.
Blabbing my sorrow.  Because it's not right to constantly bugging my friends for my negativity.

My 2014 didn't start well, obviously from my first post of the year (this.).
My sis started working. She's growing up.
I'm so proud at the same time ashamed of myself.
Her first job has better income than mine x2. I'm counting on you, sis. hah

And about us.
We are finally in the challenging phrase.
Every couples went through and will go through this.
I think we are strong enough to get over this intense duration.
It's just a period of time. I hope.

I started my college semester last week.
I deferred this semester this week.
Personal reason.
I'm sad. I'm depressed. I'm devastated.
I don't know if I can still hold on to myself returning studies when I finally can.
I only know I can't, for now.
I loved studying. I'm not sure am I now.
It's like summer faded away.

My summer fades away.



I still loves reading.
My sanity and humanity still with me.
I still love him a lots.
My family still giving me countless loves.
I still have close friends, though not many now. lol
My life kinda sucks now but it's a phrase.
I know I have a purpose to live. This is my resolution every year.


Included a picture of me so there's higher views. People only click in when they know there's photo. wtf

 

fyi, I'm fat and ugly to start with this year. FML laaa T_T Hopefully I'll back in shape by CNY. :x

I feel so much better now that I blogged. loll 

Till then,

Good mornight