Stained

You know the song suits you when they sing what you are feeling.

BUT I can't even believe I actually found a song EXACTLY what my heart are thinking. (well, my sis found the song.) 

I mean every line of the lyrics is just so ME. Not even one is different. wtff?!

So, if you wanna know how am I recently. Listen to it ^____^

Verse 1
Whatever your searching for 
You won't find it here
But I must admit something keeps pulling me back into your atmosphere
I'm really good at mistakes
All the marks I left on the page
They seem to never wanna disappear

Hook
Why do you still come around?
When all I do is push, push, push you away
I really wanna take a chance on you but I
I hesitate

Chours
I'm afraid to start
Don't wanna break your heart
Just finish picking up the pieces from this mess
I never meant to hurt nobody
But now I tend to move slowly
Cause if I ever slip on your fingertips
My name would be stained on your list

(Oh ooh woah, Oh ooh woah x3)

Verse 2
Feels like everybodies watching 
To see what my next move is
Do I proceed with caution or do I just dive in?
But I'm fine with taking it slow
Enjoy life on my own
But I can be confusing sometimes, I know

Hook
I'm suprise your still around
Baby all I do is push, push, push you away
I really wanna take a chance on you but I
I need to make sure this isn't just a phase

Chours
I'm afraid to start
Don't wanna break your heart
Just finish picking up the pieces from this mess
I never meant to hurt nobody
But now I tend to move slowly
Cause if I ever slip on your fiinger tips
My name would be stained 

Chours
I'm afraid to start
Don't wanna break your heart
Just finish picking up the pieces from this mess
I never meant to hurt nobody
But now I tend to move slowly
Cause if I ever slip on your fiinger tips
My name would be stained on your list

(Oh ooh woah, Oh ooh woah x4)

Bridge
Ain't nothing wrong with taking my time with love
I don't wanna be the bad guy again (2x)
Still working up the kinks in my tainted love
Colors bleed out from my heart to his
Different shades that I can't I predict
Nothing wrong with taking my time with love (love)

I copy paste the lyrics from the description in case you lazy people don't feel like clicking on the video. :p

I really wanna love someone, I really wanna have a new start but I'm afraid because I just done and kicked off an intimate relationship (I thought). It's no one's fault that the relationship fell that way but sometimes, I can't help myself but to think is it my problem too? Maybe I can't satisfy his need and not a qualified girlfriend? 

Whatever it is, I'm quite liking my life right now, except for the confuse and #foreveralone time. You don't have to miss someone so much. You don't have to worry someone so much. You don't have to juice your brain thinking what's the next move you should do for him/her. 

Who don't want somebody special to love? I'll just do what I love and let the love comes to me when it's the time, for now. hehee

So, HOW ARE YOU? Drop a song name in my comment box k? ;) 

ehh, such a good way to know somebody more kan? Pondy, Y U SO SMART ?? 

HAHAHAHAHHAAAA 

I'll be waiting :E kthxbai!