Persuade.

Almost every night I listen to Emi Fujita & Olivia Ong`s voice to put me to bed .

I fall apart so easily almost every night .

I think I should sleep earlier and the next day everything will be just oh-so-sunny again right ?

How I wish the Sun never goes to bed because when the Moon arise , I`ll turn into a vampire.

E M O .

I start to compare you and I .

I hate comparison which I always tells people don`t compare .

But now , I compared You & I .

It`s simple .

I hate you . I wanna climb over you .

I hate hating people because it`s just a waste of time , feeling & energy .

I get tired easily when I hate someone . E M O .

I hate seeing you gain fame . I hate seeing you having a better life than me . I hate you to be more successful than I . I hate your everything yet it`s just so beautiful .

but from the starting point that I hate you is because you`re so CHEAP . :)

Please let me forget about THAT past . I feels so tired whenever I think about it .

I don`t know should I voice out to him bout this . I am not doubting him this time .

I am just confuse about things that I won`t be able to tell him .. I know it`s an able but .. I can sense what will happen when I speak it out . so NO :)

gahh ~ I totally don`t have the inspiration to continue this post anymore .

HooRay right ? too many words . no one will read xD

what can I do to make you mine. 100% mine .

maybe I used to a guy wanna be control by me. hmm .. maybe :)

maybe I should persuade myself that I think TOO MUCH .. must :)

a love of high profile wannabe & low profile wannabe lover. :)