背叛

现在是05:14AM。
不是没睡，是没能再睡了。

我的心又再次出现这频率的心跳了。是感到害怕的心跳。

沙滩声，乌黑的房间 我渐渐地入眠。
张开双眼，发现自己和他原来身在夜店。
我们都醉疯了，跳疯了。
忽然之间 一位女的插身而过我们之间。
他和她跳起舞了。我不介意。
普遍的摇摆 变成了 火辣的热舞  再紧接的 ……　去厕所。
我知道事情不妙，跟踪了也跟拍着。
果然，两人打算同进一间厕所。
他醉了，我疯了。
好可怕，好恶心，好厌恶。好像吐。
我逃跑，他追跑。

我躲在一个能够看见世界最美丽的高处。
闪烁的星星扑满整片黑夜，华丽的夜灯点燃整个城市。
孤单的我好像并没那么孤独，心却孤寂。

为什么每次他去夜店去应酬时  都会发这种梦？

是05:14AM。
他答应了不超于02:00AM，其实那段时间我醒了。自然醒。
知道做人应该要宽容。我又让自己别介意，入眠去了。

是05:14AM。
发了那场梦，电话还是没任何讯息。
我的心又再次出现这频率的心跳了。是感到害怕的心跳。
电话给我打通了，好吵。或许是在车里播放音乐吧。我要往正面思想。
他说待会再拨打。我等了10分钟，发讯息了。应该不过分吧？
电话没10秒就响了。或许是真的刚抵达家里……或许是刚才忘了我吧。

我知道那是梦一场　可是梦怎么和他的处在恰于相同呢？
“喂，我要睡了。”
“再见。”
我只说了两个字。那时我极限了。他又做出出于我极限的范围了。
我有信任他，或许不够信任他吧。
那他应该给我的Affirmation又有吗？

现在是05:56AM。
没办法再入眠了。
运动去吧。

还是得说声　晚安，还在享受睡眠的你们。

做自己。

嗨 我挚爱的博客！【o´∀｀】ﾉ

好久没上来写了。不是因为不想写了  而是忽然一天不知道自己为了什么而写。๑•́ㅿ•̀๑) ᔆᵒʳʳᵞ
还记得2008年开这博客时 目的就是为了抒发情绪。
常常PO上一大堆短的长的，有的没的。想必很多部落客都是一样的吧！哈哈哈哈哈！

可是在这近几年 我时常突然人间蒸发。为什么呢？
不是不爱博客了。也许 发现利用博客赚取名和利，那份Passion却不知觉被埋没了。
起初因为兴趣而时常更新，然后被其他部落客挖掘 - 开始发现写博客可以赚外用。

就是钱，它蒙住了我双眼。（＄０＄）

因为钱，我时常接很多自己一点都没兴趣的广告宣传。
因为钱，我时常逼自己写文章保留人数。
因为钱，我慢慢觉得写博客好累压力好大。
因为钱，我忘记写博客的乐趣了。

所以，
我决定
要改变自己！*播放力宏歌*

我不会再PO我的更新上Facebook了 因为我不想那样争取别人的同情注意。当然，如果是工作的那我应该做好本分 宣传赞助商的。
我不会再接下自己没兴趣的话题 因为不想再看到又烂又死板板的文章是我写的。
我不会再担心deadline要到与否 因为如果我喜欢的一定会立刻想要告知天下！

我会写我喜欢的人事物和感想。
我会用华文写博客。
英文不是老娘很差（我英文比华文好OK)可是我写华文真的有比较轻松自在。
英文啊 真的 真的 比较难写废话。哈哈哈哈哈哈！

最后呢 是想说声 谢谢 。
谢谢您 如果有看见着篇文章。就是说老娘还真的有忠实读者。＼（Ｔ∇Ｔ）／

额 …… 那个 …… 如果真的有人看这个啊，可不可以留言下 让我开心也好嘛！

就这样先，
爱你！拜拜！

Kiss Me Selfie Fixation Contest

Selfienista Alert! ~ヾ(＾∇＾)~ヾ(＾∇＾)~ヾ(＾∇＾)

On last Saturday, I joined the ladies to One Utama`s Watson because there were free vouchers giveaway and easy peasy contest for us ladies to win RM70,000 worth of prizes! no way? YES WAY!

It was the well-known cosmetic brand, KISS ME who decided to reward us selfienistas for our daily hard work of selfie practice. 

So now's the time to put your practice into the test! (ง •̀_•́)ง

Prizes will be given out in weekly and monthly basis until next year! Keep reading if you wanna know more about what you can win!

First, let me 'demonstrate' how it goes. 

STEP ONE

• Visit selected KISS ME station at Watson store - Pavilion, One Utama, Mid Valley. 
• Using the Android phone provided, just keep clicking Continue/Enter then Selfie with any Kiss Me product.

FYI, you can retake your selfie until you are satisfied with it but don't lah hog the selfie session too long if there are people in queue ok? (¬‿¬)

STEP TWO

• Be patience for your selfie number to appear. It may takes up a lil time so chill, the Android isn't hanged. lol 
• Scan the QR code or take picture of the screen. 
• Log in HERE or kissmeselfie.com as shown in picture below to upload your selfie and participate the contest!
• Start collecting LIKES and SHARES!!! ✌( ་ེིོཻྀཽཾ⌓ ་ེིོཻྀཽཾ)

You will receive this vouchers once you did the selfie as a token of appreciation.

The selfienistas that joined the day I went. （ｖ＾＿＾）ｖ

Got myself some mystery gifts too. You can received yours at your doorstep by just registering yourself at kissmeselfie.com !

Prizes in brief :

Taking selfie at Kiss Me Selfie Station
 Kiss Me vouchers on the spot

Complete register information at www.kissmeselfie.com

One mystery gift delivers to your doorstep (while stock last)

Lucky Draw - Weekly

10 x RM100 worth of Kiss Me products

(you can use the voucher on the day itself and entitled for the lucky draw)

2nd Prize - Highest sharing - Monthly

1 year supply of Kiss Me products

Grand prizes - Highest Like gaining - Monthly

Sony Xperia C3 Smart Phone + 1 year supply + 100k Watsons' points

FYI, the Android you took selfie with is actually Sony Xperia C3 Smart Phone! BRING IT BACK HOME YO!

Better mark down these important dates if you wanna win them all! 

October

Selfie at Station : 1st Oct`14 - 31st Oct`14 (ending soon! QUICK!)

Gather likes and shares period : 1st Oct`14 - 7th Nov`14

November

Selfie at Station : 1st Nov`14 - 30th Nov`14

Gather likes and shares period : 1st Nov`14 - 7th Dec`14

December

Selfie at Station : 1st Dec`14 - 30th Dec`14 (Not including 31st!)

Gather likes and shares period : 1st Dec`14 - 7th Jan`15

Ohh Don't you tryna fool me that you don't take selfie! 

Go out there now and put on your best pose!

Good luck! ٩(•̤̀ᵕ•̤́๑)ᵒᵏᵎᵎᵎᵎ

Till then,

Thanks Manoah!

Thanks for reading! 

Dresses Online Boutique - Your MUST HAVE Dresses! [ADV]

Hello ladies, and gentlemen that seeking the best dresses for your lady! 

I know it sucks whenever you can't find the suitable outfit for your outings. 

However, in my opinion, every modern cosmopolitan woman should definitely have a collection of dresses in their fashion wardrobe. 

As for me, there are 3 types of dresses(click!click!) I swear every woman must have. YES, I MEAN YOU (well, excuse me if you’re a guy). I promise they are the best wear to various occasions without ever looking out of style. d(-_^)

Ready?! well, i don't care. (¬‿¬)

NO.1 LBD

The first common dress is none other than the basic and simple little black dress, best known as the LBD. 

Why is it a Must Have?

1. LBD are great for women to wear to the office, dinner events or formal functions. 

2. The color black helps you to show off a very sophisticated personality in front of others while looking exclusive. 

3. Perk it up with some sparkling jewelleries for a fancy black dress look or look simple by letting the dress do the work completely. 

There's hardly a wardrobe malfunction with LBD!

NO.2 Floral Dress

The casual floral dress is perfect for the ladies to wear during the day or even to tea parties with friends. 

Why is it a Must Have?

1. Expose your feminine character and boost your mood for the day. 

2. Cheer up everyone around you with the casual floral dress and feel happy all day long.

3. You can pair it with any footwear you like! Wear it with a pair of high heels or even tone it down     with some ballerina flats, just not slippers ... You sure you wanna look unglam? 

Just wear floral whenever you wake up feeling gloomy!

NO.3 Lace Dress

What else I have to say about laces except they are definitely in style! 

Why is it a Must Have?

1. Lace dress gives us that soft elegant touch while still maintaining that sophisticated character. 

2. We can choose from the wide range of designs and colours to fit our own personal style and      fashion taste. 

3. Lace dresses are suitable to be worn at the office, parties and even on a date as the   versatile design is never out of style.

Never go out of trend wearing them laces!

What? ⊙▂⊙ You don't have these in your wardrobe?! 

Oh? (｡◝‿◜｡) You're interested to get these 3 must have dresses? 

Check out ZALORA dress boutique online page 

and feast your eyes on their amazing dress designs for yourself or your lady!

Till then,

continue online shopping at Zalora!

My Daily Transformation

Selamat Hari Raya Haji to all my Muslim friends! 

Hello, hello! How was your first week of October? I suppose many of you are awoke because wake me up when Setpember ends aye?

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....... 

K.

I've just realized that I am a drugstore lover because I can't afford luxurious, sometimes useless products I found many drugstore products are affordable and effective.

Maybe I should change my blog title to Cheap Makeup. 

wtf. I am a loser when it comes to creativity. 

＼(-___________-;)／

I'm not sure if anyone interest at how I look without any makeup or what I slap on my face every morning. 

Anyhow, HERE I GO!

This is me, nude and soulless without makeup and hairdo.

 My skin might look fresher and brighter with the help of sunlight and facial care products I used.

But that pair of eyebrows surely can't make it walking out in the public..... (o_ _)o

Products I used :

FACE 

Nano Infinity CC cream

This is actually my second purchase of it because I really love how it corrected and balanced my uneven skin tone.

I normally squeeze a 50 cent sized amount on my hand, apply on my parts of my face (cheeks, chin, nose & forehead), uses my ring finger circles it to spread out the color then slowly pat around my face. 

Maybelline's Pure Mineral Concealer

This is by far my favorite drugstore concealer I've purchased!! (｡♥‿♥｡)

It's really quite moisture and long lasting (and CHEAPER!) compare  to other drugstore brands that I tried. I even tried a few pricier brand, some were really total bullshit. Maybe I should make a blog of concealer I used. lol

Maybelline's Clear Smooth All-In-One Powder

I got it from purchasing Maybelline's lip balm which explain the sample powder casing. HEHEE

I can't say much about it though as I didn't really bother much about powder. I only use it because I know it is an important step to set my CC cream. O___O 

But I suppose it is quite long lasting and doesn't caked on my face, else I wouldn't continue using it right?

EYES

Garnier's BB Eye Roll-on

To brighten up my eyes area. Effective for it's humble price I would say. 

Etude House's Proof 10 Eye Primer

My eyes makeup cannot survive long without using primer! And I've been using their eye primer for more than 2 years now. 

Super.Longlasting.Effect! And it doesn't make your eyes sticky!! （人´∀`*）

I don't know about other brands but it's my first and only primer I love. I've been hooked by it since my friends bought this for my birthday. Thank you ah!! Hahahahh

Lelan Vital's BrowPerfect Retractable Pencil

One of my favorite eyebrow pencil that is only available at Cosway. 

I prefer this flat and tapered pencil because it is much easier to achieve literallyperfect arched eyebrows.

Silkygirl's Long Wearing Eyeliner

Super cheap and it does its job lah!

I normally use it before my ink eyeliner and for my bottom eye.

Lovedrops's Tearbaby Deep Eyeliner

I top it for extra long lasting effect. Super insecure when it comes to the eyes makeup!

I like how pigmented the color is. 

Not my favorite ink eyeliner but I have to finish what I bought..... Sigh

LASHEM's Double Trouble Mascara

Pardon my typo in the photo ... Eyelasher (-、-)

Love their mascara! Instant volumizing & lengthening!

I won a set of it from Cheesie's blog! Will do a review of it .... when I start my 6 weeks challenge. lol

FYI, I only use mascara when I don't feel lazy. wtf

LIPS

Maybelline's Baby Lips Lipbalm (Smoothing Cherry)

It contain SPF and really gives your lips a smooth feeling when you rub them together.

NARS's Lipstick (Niagara)

Super love it! It is very pigmented and beautiful sweet color. Plus, I hate lipstick with weird/chemical smell which this does not has it!

Brought it for only RM60+ during my stay at Thailand's Pullman Bangkok King Power. 

Post "aftermath" outlook, TAADAH! 

The silly curls were created by tying my hair into a bun for several hours. 

Always ended up tying my hair into ponytail because I can't stand it when my neck starts to sweat. wtf Stupid Malaysia weather.... ... (ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡┻━┻

OHH!

Totally forgotten about the blush!

NYX Baked Blush Illuminator + Bronzer (Wanderlust)

Bought it during my Bangkok trip too. 

The orangey + pinkish blush instantly brighten my face yet the color does match my skin tone and not dramatic. 

This whole boring look only took me less than 10 minutes. 

Hey! At least I look presentable in the public. (⌒_⌒;)

And I hope my lousy and short product reviews isn't useless. LOL

Till then,

Thanks again for visiting me!

JOOB JOOB!

Spontaneous Trip, Or Not. [D.2P.2] - Terminal 21 & BEST GRILLED PORK INMYLIFE!

*D.2P.2 stands for Day 2 Part 2. lol Not worth explaining though.

Recently I have been tagged to do the Facebook's 7 Days Gratitude Project.
As I was thinking, why don't I make a short gratitude post for every blog post I am making like this one instead of just a week of saying thank you.

I am thankful of being in this family. We argue and shout at each other a lot but equally loving too. They're the only human beings that never give up on me during my hard time, even when I almost gave up myself. I show my weakest around them, I am at my strongest when protecting them.
(୨୧•͈ᴗ•͈)◞ᵗʱᵃᵑᵏઽ*♡
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Continue where I left...

We walked in Terminal 21 , new shopping mall. 9 floors with every different country cultures and interior designs. Super amazing lah! I recommended it to every friend that is going to Bangkok. lol
There's Paris, Carribean, Japan, Hollywood and other 5 more countries that I can't remember. wtf

Safely landed every country. lol

Alan and I bought souvenirs for our families we forgot ourselves. We ended up so tired, we only stroll around every floor and their restrooms. Hahahahaaah!

IT IS A MUST to visit every floor's restroom because they are all so well designed. omggg But I paiseh wanna take photos sometimes because people gave me that killer stare like I was gonna photograph their pee moment. -___- maybe poo. (-、-)

Thought you might want a toilet break. #punintended （/｡＼)

Alan made a new "black" friend. 

 Top floor are the Hollywood. This statue is insanely tall from ground to top floor! 

Ended our strolling, we then struggled to find cab to go back our hotel for dinner. Very tough la because it was weekdays + peak hour and there's no taxi stand. wtf 又多车又塞到妈妈也不认得

By the way, I just realized Bangkok malls have not taxi stand!!!! (ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡┻━┻

Alan refused to take the train. We ended walking around the street with our legs feeling almost numb. Thankfully, Thailand's street food are THE BEST!

 Not sure if I am jakun because I was so amazed this was a new trend to sell corn! Sweet and juicy!

 BEST.GRILLED.PORK.EVER.

I repeat,

 BEST.GRILLED.PORK.EVER.

ƪ(♥ﻬ♥)ʃ

We almost fought each other to savor it because we only bought 4 sticks of it. Don't think 10 sticks are enough for us too.
It's too cheap to taste so good! ... Or is it It's too good to be so cheap?!

Okay, we actually only had 2 street foods -.- Gave up and stood at the roadside until a cab willing to pick us back to our hotel. 

Prepared for dinner and another night of blending into Thai club, which I failed again. 

Note to self: Learn Thai girl makeup to surpass all bouncers at clubs. wtf

Only night with good hair and face day. wtf 

It might be an illusion from selfie-ing from a perfect mirror lighting. o__o

Drink, drank, drunk the night. And it's time to say goodbye!

It was a short trip but we did enjoy .... I guess? 

See you real soon Bangkok!

Yup, bad hair day not gonna leave me alone until I left Thailand. ヽ༼ ಠ益ಠ ༽ﾉ

Till next time,
Thank you for reading or even just scrolling till this end!