我真的能做到他们所要的我吗?
重重压力不停向我迎面而来
哎~ 一波未平，一波又起
以前的我总是很想赶快长大成人 ..
现在呢 ?
我真的不想在继续长大了
我怕 我承受不住
我怕 我将会崩溃
我怕 我逃避现实
逃避是解决不了问题的，
但
我戒不掉这习惯 ...

爸，你是否真的疼爱我们啊?
为什么要留下那么多‘馊州屎’?!
哥又不出息，不努力
妹又还小，脾气暴躁
妈，现在只有我和妈了...
您啊!! 是多么幸运拥有这位聪明的太太 !
我们啊!! 是多么幸福拥有这位伟大的妈妈 !
我答应她，我以后一定会赚很多很多的$$
不要她再操心的 !!
我一定能做到 !! =D

I did really tries to tell what i felt ..
But whenever I saw they are in a gay mood ..
I don`t really wanna break the mood ..
All I have to do is follow the wind blow ..
I`m under pressure .

X.X

my ribcage hurt so bad that i cough so hard =C
doesn`t feel good aerrr ~!!!
Nai Naii X.X

說分手之後

作詞：黃文萱 詞曲：宋念宇

不是別人 就是我們
從陌生人變情人
關於愛我總無奈
是你讓我有天分

你的動人 變成傷人
過程有點不婉轉
你卻提醒我存在
明白痛的可能

就這樣 比我勇敢
因為你走了 我走不開

我的愛沒有限制期
就算只是朋友的距離
把我全部的愛留給你
就在你說分手之後

我知道已經來不及
但我也不會去說明
把我全部的愛留給你
就在你說分手之後
說分手之後

fall in <3 with this song =D
there`s a soul in it ..
it`s just can`t be describe ~

ngek ngek

I am now officially NO.1 in WordChallenge in my friend list~XD
beat that Mervin Chin ~ xP

lalalaa ~

Just for My Honey XuaN

It`s almost 05/08/2009
&
It`s my XUAN XUAN HONEYY
17TH BIRTHDAY

words for ONLY HER ! *don`t peek !! xP
we met each other since form 1 .. but we are kinda like enemy more than friend ..
because we didn`t know each other yet & misunderstanding always occur around both of our gang ..
form 2 , you switched to our class .. got seperated with mee kerh & you were afraid of us since we`re not so fond from the beginning .. when time gets longer .. our relationships get better and better .. and i`m terrible sorry for mee kerh for ''snatching'' you from them .. and we grouped MAIZ
form2 -3 .. there`s lotsa laughter and also arguement between us both .. when we argued we tried not to talk to each other .. until one of us apologize .. and i remember everytime also u said 1st .. xD i said sorry once only I THINK .. bwahh ~
form 4 MAIZ finally had the chance to learn things in the same class =D
form 5 i know you had a harsh time this year .. maybe we really still doesn`t understand you .. but i am for sure .. i know u well .. it`s just that i don`t always express my opinion, feelings straightly to people .. but MAIZ will always be there for you .. you collapse once, we reach for you once .. we all do really aprreciate and love you much much ..

p/s : wishes from me -found your future which walks to the bright . peace ~ =-D

WHY
MUST I
ALWAYS BE
THE ONE
THAT
RESPONSIBLE
FOR
GETTING HATE
BY PEOPLE !?

i don`t know how long can i last ..