wtfness

I felt so empty right now and I realized I got nowhere to be fit in. lol?
Maybe it`s just me being choosy to fit into conversations. True fact right ?
You wanna fit into some place you think you deserve, but you realized it`s not that easy.
and WALAAA ! here I am. I know every time before I start my blog post, I apologize till sien. -.,-
I actually drafted a lot of post, x mampu nak continue them you know :((
but who cares laar, I`ll update them up if I feel so. ngek ngekkk

I just wanna type a lot in this post because I felt empty! as I stated from the start.
I think a lot, who don`t know.
I don`t wanna spam my tweets so much, if not my follower decrease like waterfall *SAD*
the other reason is I just wanna know who really putting effort to read what I type without too much colorful fonts :p

Friends 
will leave you someday, sometime, somewhere.
able to last long but might not be strong. 
I know I am such a persistent asshole, I really cherish my close friends selfishly.
I cannot take it when I got betrayed, ditched, left out. Seriously, it gets on my nerve worse than my boyfriend did(IF).
and I just turned into an evil bitch. I talks harshly, straight forward, attacking people, demanding innocent acquaintances to stfu.  *I am right now* and they started to feel scare & walk a step backward.
That`s the moment I know they will only be my good friends, chui shui friends, bipolar friends.
I started to think that nobody really take me in as their important people in life.
Duhh ~ You`re just a friend.
I don`t wanna make people thinks that I am such a bad ass, have to report to me about everything happened to them; but ... I don`t know.
whatever laaah ! wtff ... I just wanna spam whatever I want & hide away after that. That`s it.
maybe I`m just somebody that is nobody. lol

Relationship
will never work on me.
something you not know.
I always need support form people I love, somehow I never get it.
I lost my voice that night crying my lungs out over you.
I barely believe myself actually did that, losing my voice just by crying? lol.
I don`t know how long will it need to take to have you stop ignoring me again, again, again and again.
I am fragile, I feel scare, I will look for you. Not to grab your attention, I am your partner.
I thought I should always have your attention ? What does it even mean by trying to grab your attention?
and I don`t even know will you ever visit here and read this shitty post. HAH.

No one likes emo baby. kthxbai. sorry.

Screwed

Sorry but I guess I need some space for myself right now. 

Screwed by momma.

"it your life, not others. You yourself are much more important than anyone else."

Laughed by brother.

"hahahaa ... sick till like this still keep being nagged around."

Teased by sister.

"very ma fan de laar youu!"

This world is just so real that even my vacation got ruined. 

results, works, infection, LIFE.

Momma said I only allowed to do what I want when I`m 21. 

I take & accepted it. 

sometimes, I thought I`m so strong that I can handle what others 19year-old can`t

but everything is just an illusion. 

"nevermind, nevermind ... " I always tell myself. 

You`re just suffering now, greater future awaits. :)) 

I always tries my best to be there for you, didn`t I ?

even when I`m sick, I still went for you. 

This time, I`m just so ill to even walk out of the house.

Don`t expect everyone to know your feelings when you don`t even do the same thing to us.

btw, I just wanna complain here!

My throat DAMN pain! I don`t even successfully drink a sip of water! GAHHH

I shall stop here. 

Felt a lot better right now ! and yes, I blog according to my feelings. lol 

ps : 人之所以活的累，是因为放不下架子，撕不开面子，解不开情结。#SODAMNTRUE!

Blueeeeee

Hellooo ! 

Just done the pressuring assignment ... *damn relief nao* HEHE

got dragged out by ah Thong to try out a pub & cafe.

I thought it is really PUB & CAFE , youknowiknow what i mean ? 

on the way there, he told me he actually don`t know where is it & he never meet his friend before.

-______- ||| 

so we went here

Simone Pub & Cafe

located at TTDI Plaza. 

still new & ... quiet . lol 

but when you walks into the pub, it`s another thing! 

A lot office ladies & men goes there after work. & a lot ma lat lou . eww ~ =\

ah Thong aka Yoshii 

err .. I dragged Genee along too! xD

got free lady drink. Taste like ... non-carbohydrate 7up? 

Chivas Regal ❤

btw, ignore my title. My photos are all just blueeeee ~ :P

Included this too ! 

There is a BIG event few hours later , 11am - 9pm at LowYat Plaza!

ANGRY BIRDS 

organized by Nokia and Red Archer. 

Feel free to come because it`s FREE! 

There will be games & prizes

- Reverse Bungee

- Life size slingshot game

- Face painting 

& also Freebies to collect! :D

I`ll be there at 4pm till the event end. Hope to see you guys there to have fun aite! :))

*sorry, i know i said this lotsa time* #givemeabreak! I just wanna see your face ~ 

so, If you`re the Angry Birds fans, YOU MUST COME! *pointing at you*

ps : I`m a girl who usually laughs at her mistakes, so excuse me if I laugh in your face. 8-)