不代表

喝酒不代表坏小孩。
停学不代表爱捣蛋。
如果你认为喝酒的女生都是叛逆的，请你看看我。谢谢。
停学可以有很多原因，不要乱乱填充人家的事。

爱耍酷不代表冷血。
爱打扮不代表发骚。
我们只是比一般人突出。
你觉得我们奇怪，我们和尚不是呢？

晚回家不代表到处玩。
爱迟回不代表不爱家。
朋友永远是最好的倾听者。你说，他听 就这样忘记了时间。
无论多夜还是坚持要回家因为家此终是最温暖的。

不爱吃不代表爱减肥。
没胃口不代表没心情。
我不是不爱吃，只是不爱在那个时间、地点、心情吃。所谓人时地利。
我不吃就是不吃。不要问我今天怎么了。没有心情不好只是不想吃。

没兴趣不代表不会做。
不会做不代表不肯做。
没试过又怎么知道下文呢？有听过恨变爱吗？
有些付出逼不得已也是值得的。

常吵架不代表不相爱。
爱聊天不代表爱搭讪。
最常和我吵架的人通常都是我最珍惜的。
我爱挂着笑嘻嘻的和男生调戏只因为他们不会和女生计较那么多。

男性朋友多不代表花心。
女性朋友少不代表讨人厌。
我比较喜欢和男生相处因为可以互相开玩笑、作弄、打闹。
知不知道最毒女人心？拥有几个女知己就够了。

以上都是突然想胡扯一些脑里有的没的。呵呵~ ♥

just some random photo. I miss old times. 

PS : 1 more post to go ! Wait Pondy ! 

Parties Night

Sorry I know you guys hate my blog for now because I only update once a week nowadays ! D;

you can hate my blog but don`t hate me .  ♥

winksss ~ ;))

This post will be a bit crazy/wild side of Pondy . 

If you used to see me with a good image please don`t continue read it . 

you will be dissapointed! XD

okay , i think i just made you feeling more curious! wtf

Elain`s aunt came back form Hanoi and she brought this back from Airport . 

Jason, Mervin, Elain & I shared the price of course. quite cheap though.

it tastes like heaven . just joking . I still ♥ Chivas more . 

 4 of us were happy people that night ! ♥

♥Mystical Night♥

& something happier for us is our virginity clubbing session ! lololol

okay not everyone but few of us = _= 

we paid RM30 to attend a charity event from KDU College to hep kids that are suffering at MOS, Sunway ! 

pheww ~ type it in a breath ! 

I know it`s weird that a charity event at a clubbing place . This is how they attracted & tempted people as dumb as us to went for it ! 

5 of us went together . (: 

Tick, Elain, Merv, Gee & Pond . 

please bear with Merv`s expression . I think he`s sensitive to flash . =\

our sexy legsheels, kicks, hmm ... "pi xie" =_= definitely my brother`s suggestion ! lol ! everyone get influence by me nowadays ! hahahaa ~ I feel proud duhh ! X)

Ning & her Bebe came late & left early . and wasted RM60 as a good hearted human being to do charity . lol

she had to wear the blue tag while all of us were to put on red tag because she`s still underage ! "poor lil big gal".

 did you notice Onn behind them ? lol please . 

there`s not many people when we arrived & zomg ~ I saw a guy looked like Jesse beside our table! 

I was shocked though =\ hehee*

Boyfriend and I . ♥

don`t comment why am I looking stiff in this photo . it`s not like I want it *urgh*

the event had this lucky draw thinggy went on & Tick was one of the lucky contestant ! Onn was one of them too . Tick got idk what voucher , Onn got a small blender . lol ! what will he want to blend ehh ? 

the event was definitely 7/10 of boringness . I only like the disco ball & the underrated singer of KDU . lol . just joking , that singer is just a student in their college =_= but he can sing ! niceee ~ 

they have this mini opera not application one , it`s a performance . *sorry, I know it`s not funny* =\

they did a super matrix body expression performance which I thought they would ended it that way so wtf lame but it was only their appetizer . :) 

it was actually an opera acting of The Phantom of Opera . 

that was Raoul & Christine if I still remember what I learned form Form2 `s literature . =\ 

they danced Micheal Jackson`s hmm ... signature dance move . sorry am not big fans of MJ .

camwhore is all time trend . (:

Pondy, Genee, Elain 

 the event ended , idk how it ended lol ~ & everyone got out from the club and went back in .!

that was went the wild night started . but 1st hungry ghosts, us went into Sunway Pyramid to crave for something to stuff into our tummies .

while on the way there 

Modelicious eyyh ? Did we strike you ? :D

Elain babe & I . we looked like we have awesome legs . gahahahaaheehaa!

guess who are them ? :D

if you can`t , please slap, no, jump down from your bed because you suck . lol 

we gals need to tidy ourselves , so we went to the toilet . (:

while the guys keep nagging us to come out faster just outside the ladies washroom. wtf!

 but we don`t give a damn on them :D

it was 10pm ++ already , most of the shops closed so we got only CoffeeBean & Starbucks as the only options. & smart people make smart choice . (= 

Starbucks of course ! pfft ~ :P

Green Tea Cream is a ♥ , got influence by the boyfriend Gee . lol

everyone having their time chilling before get sweaty ! 

Elain babe ♥

Mervvvy ♥

Genee Darl ♥

Tick Tick ♥

we rushed back to MOS asap because we wanna have fun but not going home late. (=

Genee couldn`t walk fast that night because her heels is freaking 10cm tall ! zomg laar ~ how to dance ?!

and we meet up with the freaks . hah ~ 

and ... until today I still can`t figure out is that Onn or Kar Wai =_=

& I met my long lost kai kor -Roy Song ! ehehee ~ & Selena , new friend.

he don`t believe this is the 1st time I went for clubbing because the way I dressed =_= 

Pondy & the freaks . 

I found this photo seriously very cute . look at everyone`s face expression . I can only use CUTE to describe us. :D

♥

we were crazy, crazier & craziest that night ! we 

• drank Chivas which Cheng Yong paid I think =\
• Eddie, ChunRen & Merv had a small battle in the club. lol , weird i know . 
• Tick Tick actually can dance 
• Genee danced like she had ecstasy .
• Elain was the pro-est among us . don`t ask me why , it`s confidential . eherm ~
• I got my ass knocked and almost cry out loud . lame sia ... 
• Onn & I danced the going down by swaying ass & hip . hah !
• Genee & I can`t walk ourselves by wearing the heels . I need to hold on to Eddie to walk . O; it`s horrible . 
• I managed to drive 5 person back home safely . (=

okay , this is one of the photo while I was dancing & someone yelled my name . =\ 

kkthxbye .

 I just ruined my image with this post. l o l *drowned myself* 

sorry if the photos ain`t good quality because it was taken from Tick`s camera , not my Pinkie . 

ps : we are just human being that did loved or maybe still loving each other but we love ourselves more . ♥

学习。

可以嗎 讓我和你對調  

希望換成你愛我愛得快要瘋掉  

知道嗎 你對我多重要  

只是現在的我們 並不適合擁抱  

   

愛隨著風飄蕩 飄過了你嘴角 飄到天涯海角  

把我困在這城堡 哪裡也逃不了  

   

我不要別人溫柔的懷抱 聽不見你的心跳  

連我熟悉的味道 再也聞不到  

我只要你喊我一次就好 從前親密的暗號  

多想再次親耳聽到  

我不要別人溫柔的懷抱 讓我暫時的依靠  

那是短暫止痛藥 很快會失效  

你只要再哄我一次就好 讓我可以很驕傲  

記住我擁有過的好 oh 記住在你懷裡微笑

楊丞琳 在你懷裡的微笑

詞/鄭淑妃　　曲/林俊傑

我在学习坚强当中。

ps : 你要加油。为了家人，为了团员，为了我们-粉丝。

HandMade

 ehehee~ don`t click [X] after seeing the 1st photo OKAY ? 

This is how I normally look on weekends or holiday =\ 

It`s super tiring if you still need to wear contact lens & be tidy just being in the house right ? (=

but now am having hard time wearing my spec because it`s kinda spoiled . = _=

so now most of my weekends , imma help mama I for some house chores :D

you should too ! 

and I never thought gardening will be fun though it`s a very dirty & rough work .

I forced my sis to help us too . :P

she need to be under the sunlight more often & not the fluoroscent light ! 

Mama loves to do rough work such as COOKING! Very hard lae ! come on ! Agree or not ?! )=

and I actually enjoy doing rough work because I`m miss clumsy-lumsy xD

many funny things will happen & I can train for muscle. HAHAA~ 

soontobe muscular Pondy :P

but the ground dirt is seriously killing me . wondering how much it weight = 3=

throw it to Mama ! arghh ~ my hand ~ I can feel it almost falling out =\

continue the hard work ! 

whoops ! camera shy laar aku =S

continue finishing everything up . Pour in the dirt , mix it evenly , dig a hole & put in the plant! 

this is my plant! but idk what`s the name =\ 

  mamaku`s 

need to spray insecticide on the plant that only have branches which waiting to grow new leave to prevent insect destroying it ! :D 

such a knowledge ehh X) 

 ♥♥♥

hope baby plant grow well ~ 

feeling great after helping mommy because there is ze feelings of fulfill-ness . =D

& you may laugh all you want of my nude face :D

I ain`t pretty , I know . (: 

I am Pondy . :P

no pain no gain . It`s worth everything you sacrifices if you really put your ♥ in it. (:

sorry this is a lame post! hahahahaaa ... I lazy wanna blog bout the MOS night maybe few days later AGAIN :P

ps : You can't buy happiness but you can buy ice cream ... and thats is good enough. X)

əpısdn uʍop

Life have been əpısdn uʍop to me .

Overly dramatic . I don`t know how to release my stress but hanging out with people I love only .

I feel like telling people what`s deep inside me but I don`t seems to telling them maybe some stupid problems.

& finally I collapsed .

Cry all the way out . Cry my heart, lungs, intestine, every internal organ out. lol ...

2010, 13/11 is the 1st time I cry so hard till I can`t stop it . I can`t even talk to people because I sounded like asthma or maybe cry worse when start to talk .

But I found more at ease after it . My mom is the one who always be with me .

Thank God for me having her . & I sincerely thankful , appreciate those try to be with me at my worst .

I seriously feel sorry to myself . Sorry that I never take good care of myself. Sorry that I torture myself w/o realizing it. Maybe that`s what people called numb ?

my sibeh puffy eyes after crying beberapa hours. lol ~

& I haven`t tell Jason, Elain & Mervin what happen to me ! HAHA~

nevermind . They will forget. (:

actually I still have 1000 & 1000 of words can`t finish describing my feelings .

Okay , Imma stop telling my inner feelings here or else You will go to another blog ! 

Don`t go pleaseeeeeeeeee ~ You`re still my ♥lies! X)

07/11/2010

went to KL for UNIQLO . 

hahahaaa ~ Must be thinking "another dumbo went to queue up for hours"

NO. We only queue up less than half an hour :D

we 1st went to ZARA :D

♥ the clothes there to the maxieeeeeeeee~

but the price quite torturing. ):

sibeh long face in this photo O: wth ?

i look like some sorta NY roadside gangster ! hahahaaa ... :P

btw, I love this checker hoodie !

After that Off we went to UNIQLO !

not you laar uncleee !

it`s ze banner ! ♥♥

the shop is seriously people mountain people sea . I don`t get it why there`s still so many people wanna go in when there`s not much choices of clothes left . ):

Curiousity like Pondy ? :P

Ning insisted she MUST buy stuff from there.

everyone queuing up for the dressing room. 

When it`s my turn , I was sent to the biggest one. X)

2 fitting room inside ! LOL ~ & of course I need to appreciate time being inside so I camwhore :P

who cares whoever standing outside waiting . ngahahahaaa~ =\

I bought 2 shirt 1 jeans . !

I ♥ ze boy`s Tee ! Suit you so much . (:

Walk out from the STILL crowded UNIQLO & went for a lil tummy stuffing . :D

went to Sushi Zanmai . =\

Ning`s aunt was complaining how cacat is her slippers & gave her RM100 to buy a new shoes. lol ! 

and off we go to another boutique then only bought her shoes :P

I bought this maxi dress ! ♥

don`t know when should I wear it right now = = ||

& she came into my fitting room & we changed clothes together . Hahahaa~ 

She is C R A Z Y like her sis ! btw, she`s Ning`s sis not my sis ! =\

we got look alike meh ?! Eyebags I think :P lol ~ Ning, your sis jap dou ! HAHAHAHAA!

Three of us . ♥

end the day with this photo ! LOL ~ Ning will be zomg pek cek when she sees this again ! xD

That day was freaking tired because I went jogged in the morning & walk whole day in the shopping malls ! 

the next day , I went to Sunway Pyramid ! Tortured my legs 99 ! XD

stand there watched Battleground semi final 3 live for around 4-6 hours = = damn hardcore . Our legs numbed! 

plus, I keep see asses only. LOL ! sexy back laar sounds better =\

after that filled our tummy with snack . 

"are you local?" some strangers asked me that day . X) 

feel very happy each time people suspect am I pure Malaysian or not :P

I can see Sunway University College! =D look like high school = = hmm ~ 

on the way back ! 

back home! :P

alright. I tried very hard to make this post sounds fun. Hope I did make a lil laughters for you guys =\

next post will be either emo post or crazy one ! 

see I get those photos bout MOS then I`ll blog okay ? ;))

ps : I just wish our story didn't end that way, because I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it.