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Gathering.

heyy there mah lovelies !!! :D

sorry for being boring in the last few posts . 

I always wanted to blog but .. ahaa~ my laziness beat me down ! 

but now, HERE I AM :D

mm hou fat lan zha ahh :D hehee~

 

I feel so retard you know .. Stupidity in me. lmao ~ 

I saw facebook there`s people saying the sky will appear 2 moons between 27-28/08/2010 . 

idk laar ~ I just saw it on those pm , and lol~ I went out in the middle of the night , sitting outside my house & keep staring the sky for like erm .. half an hour? =_= 

 GOT 1 MOON ONLY LAE !! 你们点我啊？！

lol ~ I of course didn`t get angry because of this laar. I just laugh at myself thru sleep xD 

28/08/2010 is a ♥

dipaksa wake up sibeh early to fetch mah sisters & her friends to 1U 9 30am early in the morning ! 

urgh ! so crazy laar them .. go so early don`t know for what ! =3= 

Thus, I went 1U again later afternoon that day . pfft ~ 

Ohh .. Hubby said call him to wake him up, manatau when I call is he wake me up = = LOL

remember I bought fake eyelashes that day went out with mah wifeys ? :D

decided to give it a try :)

I use erm .. 15 minutes to stick on them ! 

HAHAHAAA .. kinda impress of myself :P 

there`s lotsa my friends told me they spend almost half an hour + to stick it on for the 1st time

so I thought it will be time consuming = = 

I have got talent I guess .. hehee~ 

:P bwahahahahaaaa .. 

before going there :D

not bad horr I stick dou ~ still counted as quite natural :P

I watched this !! 

btw, this poster is awesome ! xD

This movie is DOPE shit !!!  ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ 

although the movie line is predictable but their dance routine will mae you goes zomgwtf ! 

trust me. you will scream in the cinema ! Hahahaaa ! 

Too bad I watched 2D only , wanna watch 3D this time !! 

Anyone wanna date me ? X) nah ~ I`ll date my boyfie ! teehee ~  ♥

have a walk around 1U & went Jusco to buy Bubble Milk Tea :D ♥

nam nam nam ! ♥ to bite the pearls :D

Yeedy & Pondy ! :D 

look at his upper lip !! Must be TKL with gals in his school too much! HAHAHAHAAAA :P

we fetched Cheng Yee back home and off we go to Kepong to meet up with others .

self camwhore while on the way to Kepong for dinner ! :D

Since we got nothing to do before the Dinner start , we went Latidor - dance studio. :) 

I saw Brennan & Bennie! :D but .. they macam don`t wanna "hiu" me D;

whatever laar ~ I blaa them . went into 1 of the room & listen to the musics through stereo ~ X)

and yaa! we started to camwhore too .. xD as usual laar :D

Jason & I

waiting for Mervin to get his spec from the studio ! He never love his spec = = always forget to carry it with ♥ & care :D ahahahaaa ..

QQ Restaurant :D

they move to a new shop ! Corner one .. 生意做得很大哦~ xxD 

Everyone love Satays :D ♥

BBQ Steamboat Buffet style :D 

I don`t think buffet is worth for me to go because I don`t eat much ==! Nevermind, I`ll just join the fun xD

My fav♥ pic of the day ! ;D

This Clam is seriously HUGE !! O: sorry laar , maybe i`m being too erm .. fuss ! ahaa :P

many didn`t show up that night , quite dissapointing though ~ what to do ? lol :) 

Lovelies of the Night :D

Jason Chen ♥

Kim Eng ♥

Alvin Gan ♥

Thomas Chin ♥

Seng Joo ♥ I requested him to smile ! LOL

Elain babe! ♥ we are the only gals D; ESHH!

Mervyy ♥

mah FC crew Dai Lou & Toilet Washer ! XD ♥

Merv have 2nd round to go so he ask Elain to fetch us home. LOL ~ like our daddy X)

btw, thanks Elain :D it was my 1st time sitting you car :P

in her car :D

I think I`ll stop here. :) 

don`t wanna make it too long . LOL though I know it`s super long already = =

I wanna continue but maybe next post. xD

ps : I loves you, I want you, I depends on you, I wanna be your burden. ♥ Am I allow to trouble you? :)

TOA lovelies

HAHAHAAA .. I just lmao when he said that ~ 

ohh .. click it to view it CLEAR :D

hahaaa .. I don`t know how many gazillion time i had say this but

My TOA Classmates are just SOOO CUTE !! XD

love them so much + I miss you guys D:

sorry for not updating mah blog @@ 

I`ll try my best to update it between this weekends ~"~ 

teehee ~ meanwhile click my ads & heart me more ! :P 

ps : 发现到我自创的引语还受欢迎过复制粘贴的。==!

给男孩的话

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，你根本就没有本事让她哭泣，即使让她生气也不会超过2天！
而这一切都只是因为她喜欢你，而这一切都因为你还不够在意她不够懂她……

于是，你们时常 争吵，你认为她脾气不好，她认为你不够迁就她……

于是，你们总是 冷战，你以为她不喜欢你，她以为你不在乎她……

于是，你们总莫名其妙的彼此错过，也许擦身而过本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福 *这是我所说的幸福* C: ……

要知道，凄美依然是美的一种，并且美的绚丽悲凉而沧桑，那是更加的美~

因为她喜欢你，所以才偶尔冲你发火，时常对你撒娇。

因为她喜欢你，所以才会生你的气；

而又是因为喜欢你，她才不会去生气那么久。

你可知道，每个女孩的心都是水晶做的，晶莹剔透，很容易就碰伤摔碎。

你可知道，每个女孩都是不设防的，你那么轻易就闯进她的心，走的时候却只留下伤害！

她从来都不知道，这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人，因为真正值得让她哭的那个人根本舍不得让她哭……

她会很矜持，她会很骄傲，她会很冷淡，她总是嘴里说着“你走开”，心里却一直叫你留下。

请竖起你的耳朵，也请打开你的心，去听她内心真正的呼唤吧，而不是她嘴里的口是心非！

她会看着你转身，然后她跟着你转身；当侧身而过的时候， 你看不见她的泪，那是滂沱在心里的泪~

如果 你喜欢她，请多陪陪她；如果你喜欢她，请多宠宠她；如果你喜欢她，请多让让她……

如果你真的喜欢她，请你去听听她内心的声音，那是一种呐 喊！请你张开臂膀拥抱她！

在 爱情世界里，你们总是彼此伤害着，彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈，爱到轰轰烈烈！

可是，爱情没有孰对孰错，更没有你比我多我比你少的概念 。
你爱她，她爱你，如此就已经足够，不要试图让彼此受伤，让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。

你们彼此相爱需要的是 温暖、是幸福、是甜蜜、是快乐，而不是伤害。

不要用 沉默宣战，不要互不相让，更不要什么话都不讲就漠然离去。

要知道，当你离去的时候，你的眼睛起了雾，她的眼角泛着泪光……

越是安静，战火就越传，这是冷战，也是彼此的伤害。无论以后怎么的复合，那些伤口是曾经存在的，是你怎么也抹不去的……

请给她一个拥抱，用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的 泪水。

她喜欢你，她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱，她只会害怕你的冷漠 、转身的无声安静。

请记住，相爱的人不要宣战，因为带来的伤害超出你的预计 。

也请记住，只要你喜欢她，没什么是你接受不了的，只要你 喜欢她，就喜欢她的一切一切。

那么她所有的 小性子、所有的坏脾气、所有的臭毛病在你眼里都是撒娇。

也请记住，她喜欢你，需要的不是你真的转身，她嘴里说着的也不是她真心话。

她只是想你宠她，想你抱她……

哪怕，没有道歉……

记 女孩的心声。

O________O I found this in my posts draft. lol ~ long long agooo ~ 
I think I saved it from some facebook post . @@ ahaaa .. 
when I read back this post , it`s like an arrow just shot into my deep self. but not all laar :P
Appreciate whatever, whoever you own :) 

ps : 还是很疑惑为什么妳之前要这样伤害我对他的感情。

其实，我·爱·你。

其实 我和一般女生没差两样。
其实 我真的很爱口是心非。
其实 我想要每次我说谎时，都想被你拆穿然后被你念、被你骂。
其实 当我说不要理我、让我冷静，我好渴望你阻止我，哄哄我。
其实 我是想要用这方式让你更能够了解脆弱的我。
其实 我很想在你面前做最脆弱的我，我不想和你在一起还要逞强那么多。
其实 我想要你告诉我你的喜怒哀乐，我要你和我分享你的每一刻。
其实 我知道爱你辛苦，但我更知道爱我好苦。
其实 我爱写这些有的没得伤感贴不是因为崩溃，只是写这些引语是我的生活上的一部分了。
其实 我知道我有数不完的坏习惯，但我希望我们能够互相包容。
其实 我知道你是个大男人，所以我愿意一次又一次的说对不起。当然也因为我爱你。


对不起，我就是这样的女生。
我只是个忧郁的小小写作者。 

wifey date ♥

had a date with my beloved Xuan & Ning yesterday . :D

I drive almost the whole Kota D`sara already I think .. = = 

1st - find Bii

2nd - find Ning 

I don`t know how many round I`ve had drove around like marry-go-round 

because it`s like the place just beside me but I keep spin myself , you know ? 

HAHAHAAA .. I suck at memorizing roads laar D; 

we had our lunch at MCD & waited for Xuan :) 

we both had a lil gossip talk as usual. LOL ~ 

and went to Ning house to borrow her clothes for mah photoshoot! ♥

yes. am having photoshoot like FINALLY! 

winksss ;)

planned to go Times Square but we`re kinda late for going that far .

4pm ++ . Traffic Jam hour for Puasa .

so we went to Sunway instead :D 

Ning & I were like trying this dress and that pants . 

and Xuan couldn`t resist those cute pink clothes , she joined us! xD 

I wanna buy this !! D; but it`s freaking RM80. eshh ~

yes. My ass looks nice here. ngahahahaaa~ :P

this dress looks sooooo girlish  xD only RM30 + but I won`t buy it . :P

memang not my style xD but maybe next time i`ll buy if I found one I really ♥ :)

so meanwhile, I`ll stick to the erm .. 中性 Neutral? style ~ lol.

my maidslovelies & I. HAHAHAAA~ jk jk . wifeys lei gehh laar ! 

♥ them :D

I love this jumpsuit so much !! T^T RM80+ pun. heart break 99 . 

we didn`t buy any clothes but we bought socks ! 

lol .. damn it ! cheapest wardrobe we can afford :P 

went to erm .. a Japanese store beside Zanmai gehh aer .. aiyoo ~"~

Ning & I bought ice cream :) Xuan bought sweets ! 

Mocha - RM5.90 

I ♥ Green Tea. ya right ~ :P

we get this hyper whenever we`re together xD

non stop laughing around. LOL 

that`s why I always end up almost suffocate myself whenever I laugh , my heartbeat weaken . D;

ohh ~ we had our lunch at Yip erm .. Restaurant ? =X 

Xuan`s aunt restaurant :) *WE GOT FREE DINNER!* xD

we camwhore while waiting for our food & Xuanny to come. we don`t know where she went. = =

not yet ready laar so poh ! no. I yang so poh in this photo. wtf xD

our camwhoring skills sucks. xD Xuan`s the pro :P

see hers . worse :P

btw hubby, she`s the dai poh between my you guys :P hahahahahaaaa~ 

we both seriously so mou liu until we camwhore using the restaurant mirror.

we didn`t leave after finish our food, we continue sharing secrets & reveal what we should. xD

3 of us just lmao a lot in the restaurant till everyone keep looking at us O:

but who cares! X)

after that, rush back to Asian Avenue *someone can`t pronounce this right!* xD

& I can`t stand the suffer anymore so we sat & rest on a bench outside a shop .

showing the peace sign w/o face means "I will be fine." xD 

i crap that out myself :P 

was having very hard moment to breath .. seriously. D;

shouldn`t talk silly stuff & laugh so much . = = dai sei Pondy.

we will be FINE ! :D

us . :) ♥

Honey & I. 

Hubby, my 2nd wife she is :P

♥ went to toilet after that. Do what gals do in there xD

my face went zomg pale after that almost-suffocate-moment! kcuf .

spot there`s twins ! xD

♥ next time must force Xian to come with us. xD

they capturing kiss kiss photos while I was ditched by them D; 

we leave Sunway around 9 30pm . @@ 

went to Sunway Giza . 

but before that , we stopped by OldTown & August *saloon* . 

we went down the car not more than 5 minute. They wanna say "Hello" to their boyfie ~ pfft ! 

my Hubby went Taiwan jek ! If not I also can 38 harr :P

bought socks = = for mah photoshoot aboh i die also won`t buy. xD 

my very 1st self bought fake eyelashes !! ♥ 

gonna practice hard how to stick it xD 

Hubby, please come back safely :P 

i miss you. 

tonight is ze night , ALL THE BEST KATOON NETWORK ! 

I rate this as photo of the day.  ♥

ps : I think I should stop influence people with my thoughts. NOT GOOD. lol

♥ you.

just from Pond/Ling .